Just doing what I can to stay on this side of the dirt.
Might check out Jiu jitsu then. I tried krav and Jiu jitsu/Muay Thai and liked Jiu jitsu better. It's all about what you want.
One class in Krav Maga we were "whore" choking our partners and practicing getting out, my partner was a chick ands he kept yelling at me to quit being a pussy and fucking choke me... ... ...
That was my last class.