The post whore thread.

[OtterbatHellcat]

Looks like you're back in that serial killer mood.

Nah...nah...nothing like that. Actually I'm quite glad the days of moods like that are non-existent for me anymore. It's easier on the mind and heart, spirit....shit like that.

Truth is I don't know wtf is happening with my soul on this whole divorce thing. That whole "you can save it" deal is going on and my heart is in it as well. I still love the woman a great deal, regardless of the shortcomings on both of our behalves, and, the infidelity / relationship issues that developed with another man while we were still married and trying to repair our marriage.

I've found that as I'm getting older, I'm trying to be wiser.....Lobo mentioned something similar to that yesterday.

I wasn't perfect, and in fact I wasn't trying hard enough to show her how important she was to me. I wasn't being the best man to her that I could be, and I regret that. Also, the smoking and drinking bothered her, and it's important to me to find out how we would do if I were sober more often than not, and quit the damn killer cigarettes I've been sucking on since I was 13 years old. Thanks, Boy Scouts of America....for that fucking habit.

It's just perspective, Kazoo. It's what I'd like to do.... I don't know if I should be trying to see if shit can be saved or not, but I also think that it would be detrimental to me if I never found out. The worst that could happen is I get healthier and we find out that we really should be moving on in life separately....but remaining friends along the way. I care about her too much to never speak with her again, even if stuff cannot be repaired.

[OtterbatHellcat]

Holy hell, the american furniture whorehouse homos just called......gtfo.

[mcantar18c]

I was at the emergency room for about 5 hours the other night. They gave me some steroids to helpe my body flush out all that bug bite poison, or whatever it was. I got home at about 0230, just to turn around and have to be to work by 5. Yesterday was not that good of a day. Ice Cube wouldn't write a song about it is all I'm saying.

Man I hear ya. Got off work yesterday to the wife having cramps and stomach problems, figured it was probably nothing and I'd otherwise not worry about it but being pregnant I figured it's better to be safe than sorry, so I took a quick shower and off to the ER we went. Got out at 5am, 45 min drive home to drop off the wife and make coffee, then 40 min back to work to sleep in the truck for an hour and then put in a full day on a project I couldn't bail on. Got home 20 min ago, finally getting a chance to crap and shower and then I have to make dinner (wife still don't feel good) and then be up at 4:30 to get to work tomorrow.
Yay, life.

[TheBelly]

There a shorter wait for PM meaasssssaaaggges guys!!

[OtterbatHellcat]

Morning Ho's

[buffalobo]

Hey OBC, what it be?

[buffalobo]

What time you gonna be at Bass? We will be there about 10:30.

[OtterbatHellcat]

I'm gonna set up a reservation at that Zombie Paintball place north of Ft. Lupton.....if any of you Ho's were interested in joining in, that would be cool. I'm thinking a weekend night middle of October, like 17th or 18th.

Ride around in a bus and shoot zombies with glow in the dark paintballs, sounds like a lot of fun to me.

[OtterbatHellcat]

Morning Lobo, I need to be there right at 9:00 and haul ass back home. Contractor is gonna be here doing work at the house.

[hghclsswhitetrsh]

I will be there a little early OBC so if you need to come earlier that's cool.