So... Here's the skinny... Which is something I'm not...
My commander, a very tall, larger black guy with a big booming voice who sings gospel music for his church, has challenged me to lose 15-20 pounds by the end of the month.
I know I can do it. I know it's possible and I know I NEED to do it. Not only for my own health but for the sake of being able to advance in my little career here...
BUT! I have SHITTY willpower. I've given up drinking soda and Go Fast(

).
The Go Fast has been the most painful, physically. The lack of caffeine is killing my head...
Soda not so much. I didn't really drink much of it to begin with.
Anyway... I'm trying hard. I tried the juice thing, but the lack of solid food was killing me. I'm going to start doing a juice type deal for most of the day with 1 solid meal and 1 solid snack during the day.
To supplement this all I've started running... Which is also kicking my ass... I hate running...
I still lift weights. Something I don't really need to do much more of. I'm plenty strong.
I just REALLY need to buckle down and do this shit... But finding the correct motivation is hard... Especially with the shitty willpower I have...